It’s been a full year since I ventured into the extended shed that my Dad and I built for my woodturning adventure. I enjoyed building it with him. I was excited to start a year of woodturning but then I got sick for a whole three months and I found myself intrigued more by landscape photography. Continue reading “Past adventures of a Woodturner”
It’s late and I have this need to write out where the bane of my existence has finally ended, somewhat, and life has started. That’s way out there in terms of understanding. Simply meaning, I’ve found that I don’t have to do it all on my own. Continue reading “Learning to stand”
Being a Christian, it doesn’t mean that every problem in your life is solved. It means that there is always someone there by your side who loves you, Jesus. Continue reading “Living with The Word”
This past Friday night, I went to a friend’s workshop to turn wood. He was in his study with a friend when I arrived. They were working on the ham radio equipment together. We went down to the workshop and he showed me several pieces of wood that I could use on the lathe.
After showing me a few cuts of fresh cedar, he picked up a half-turned shaped bowl, without the center cleaned out, that a student had rejected. The piece had flown off the lathe and the student gave up. That reminded me of what had made me quit five years ago, but I actually tried several times before throwing in the towel and got smacked in the shoulder. I kept that dud for a very long time, always meaning well to turn it again. When I finally did, it broke completely apart. It was very hard and fragile.
After four hours in front of the lathe, I had a nice smooth bowl with thin sides. I removed it from the lathe and used a different set of clamps to hold it on from the top of the bowl, so I could cut off the bottom. I was too impatient and proceeded to tight the clamps to much. I could hear the walls squeaking and cracking. While I turned, the spindle gouge stuck and the bowl twisted in the clamps. Cutting more lightly against the wood, it finally exploded. Went around the shop and picked up all the pieces, lay the bowl aside and put the pieces inside. Took several pictures and looked up at the clock, it was too late to start again.
At home, Dad said, “Why don’t you cut off the top?” That’s what I did. I woke up early the next day and determined to try again, I left the house without eating because my mind was set on finishing it. Started at eight o’clock and worked all the way to noon. Another four hours and this time, it was much easier but I left with my upper spine hurting from all the vibrations that are subtle during woodturning.
Standing during the carving process while the lathe was running at 2,000 – 5,000 RPM, wearing a large protection face shield, while the vacuum ran loudly in the background to collect any dust made from sanding…I learned a lesson from the Lord. Only yesterday, I was broken in my spirit because of sin and that’s when the bowl broke. And Saturday was a new day, there I was not giving up on that bowl, even though it had broken the day before.
There I was, lost in the moment, sanding the faces of the new, smaller bowl. Redoing those rough edges into round edges, smoothing out all the imperfections with different grits of sandpaper. Buffing it down to a new shine, with several coats of sanding sealer, lacquer and wax. Showing patience towards it, loving it to perfection, not focusing on yesterday’s failures but looking forward to the future of this new bowl’s opportunity to shine again for me. That’s when He, Jesus, got my attention. Here were two days and the bowl was broken and now the Creator was working it over again, with the same Love as he had for it the day before. He was patiently finishing it to be beautiful once more for His purposes.
This song came to mind as I finished writing.
Redeemed, how I love to proclaim it!
Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb;
Redeemed through His infinite mercy,
His child and forever I am.
Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb;
His child and forever I am.
Redeemed, and so happy in Jesus,
No language my rapture can tell;
I know that the light of His presence
With me doth continually dwell.
I think of my blessèd Redeemer,
I think of Him all the day long:
I sing, for I cannot be silent;
His love is the theme of my song.
I know there’s a crown that is waiting,
In yonder bright mansion for me,
And soon, with the spirits made perfect,
At home with the Lord I shall be.
I feel sad. Listening to a Christian radio station, KLove, to refresh my soul. Today was a good work day and tomorrow should be another good work day, but I’m still sad and lonely. Korean learning is going really well, I put in more than an hour in my weekend studying and I finished my homework in less than 30 minutes without a hitch while listening to some people sing. I love to hear people sing songs especially songs that glorify Jesus, our Savior. Here’s wishing that I really could find my happiness in Jesus this year instead of focusing on the meaningless shortcomings of life. It’s been a slow journey returning to Him, but I so want to be there again in His arms. A love that no one can give me except for Him. His love won’t disappoint.
About two weeks ago, I came home from the late evening church service. As I usually do any night, I prayed for a safe journey home and when I got home, this night, I looked up into the night sky and paused to gaze into God’s creation and realize how small I was.
One of the songs we had sung in church was “How Great Is Our God.” This song came to mind as I gazed up into the night. In an act of humbleness and awe of His creation, I quietly voiced, “how great is our God.” Without realizing what was happening, a shooting star with a long-white tail flew over and disappeared behind the tree tops.
To me the message from my God to my heart, from this falling star, seemed to say that He still was watching over me.
I keep feeling a need to write out my thoughts. To get them out in the open and just discuss for anyone to follow and make comments if they want.
My life, even though it seems simplistic to most around me, it’s very complicated. Meaning I tend to think [too] much about stuff and this appears like I’m worrying over it. I’m very analytical and it’s hard to turn off.
Enjoying trance and Korean pop music again. The first Kpop song I wanted to listen to was Continue reading “Freshened up”
Within the last three months I’ve had a lot of sad feelings. Not from depression, but from loneliness. An idea struck me today, while I was being bothered with it.
pray for your future wife
I thought that’s really odd, but there’s nothing bad about praying so I gave it a try. Weird, the loneliness feeling left me so quickly.
Was it, in the end, that I was praying for my own self rather indirectly….